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[Oct. 25th, 2004|12:26 pm] |
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monday's suck, wether your in school or not they are the worst. this is my first official day of being a drop out .. i dont know what to make of it yet. im in the biggest mindfuck of my life! realizing that you made a mistake that totally destroyed your life sucks .. i wish i was still in school, not just any school but assabet, if i could take back ever doing drugs i would. i would have never smoked pot or anything else, then i never would have brought drugs into school and id still be there right now. i wonder if there's ANY way i can get back in to assabet? probally not, im not even allowed within 100 feet of the property. *sigh* my life is over because of fucking drugs! drugs got me expelled and drugs brought me to court and drugs are going to be the very reason in which i die! kids, listen to your parents and teachers when they say "DONT DO DRUGS" they fuck you over big time .. and if you dont think so then your just as cocky as i was when i laughed and sayd "well i never get caught" then what happend? I GOT CAUGHT! i got caught with a class B substance in school with a goddamn intent to distribute and im going to fucking Framingham Juvenile Court every month to be reminded of what i did and it sucks .. i fucking threw my entire life away by doing drugs .. i was so wrapped up in the good feeling i got from them that i was so blinded by the consequences, so i was doing more drugs, HARDER DRUGS! now look at me .. im a 17 year old fucking drop out sitting online writing in livejournal at 12:35 in the afternoon .. not cool.
anyway, i DO indeed have a job interview today at 3:00 for Target. hopefully that will work out so i can make money and possibly do somthing with my life, THEN I CAN GET MY CELL PHONE TURNED BACK ON! yay. the thought of having my cell phone back makes me smile. HAH! i forgot that i have a deep conditioning treatment in my hair and i ran my fingers through it and i was like "ew what the fuck" haha wicked funny .. i should probally wash it out now ..
yours truely. |
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[Oct. 24th, 2004|08:51 pm] |
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i would like to start this journal off by saying, DONT DO DRUGS! |
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